Love

Why must such a simple concept be so difficult? Is it something that hits you and is always there or is it a gradual process that increases over time? How do you know if you've found it? How do you know you're good enough? Scratch that, you're never good enough when it comes to loves. Why must someone always be hurt by love? Why does it seem the feeling is never mutual? Why must someone you love always be uninterested in a relationship when you like them? How do you know if the experience shall be worth it should it happen to end? Does it ever really end that soundly? Is it parasitic? You would simply be an obstruction to her goals. Do you even know what love is? Who does for that matter? What is love? Baby don't hurt me. Don't hurt me, no more! Why must this love continue to drift from me, making me continue to question if it is truly love? How could you love someone you're too afraid to even look in the eye? Are you trying to change yourself to make yourself more appealing to her? Is all this thinking of her a sign of my love, or simply obsession and boredom? This can't be love, the bond just isn't there. You have no idea what to do in a relationship, what are you, an idiot? I am but a fool who doesn't know what he wants or what he should do.

This is basically just about every question or impressionable statement I've asked/told myself today. God, why must I think about stuff so much? It's probably a stupid idea to post such a pointless compilation of my ramblings, but something is compelling me to, so here it is...